Sorry for not posting this few day. Have been super busy this few day. Alright as you all can see i have change a new skin. Thanks alot to Cynthia for helping me.

That all....

Labels: Thanks Cythia for helpping me :)

Just finish watching the Channel U 10pm show. It’s a very nice and inspiration show. After watching it changes my goal and mindset. Now, I don’t want to be or aim for NUMBER ONE, but the ONLY ONE!

Be the only one in my knowledge, my skill, my talent, my relationship, my life! Everything! Not Number One but the Only one. The one that nothing or no one can be replace and yes I going to wait for my only one to enter my life. The only one that can make me lives without and can’t be replaced by anyone!

I use to have it, but I loss it. Now I going to wait for it and never lose it.

Just check my blog skin. New blog skin, new mindset, new goal and NEW LIFE!

Labels: But ONLY ONE, Not NUMBER ONE

DO I really need to put a full stop for everything? Can’t I just continue and never let it stop?

Have he put a FULL STOP to it already? Confuse! I though he say he would wait for my answer?

I might not need to put a FULL Stop if I realise it earlier! Too Late! Is not fair for him to wait too! Ya right! Blah, Blah, Blah. Don’t know??? Don’t know??? Don’t know???

Mood swing again. I am always like that, no cure! Clueless on what I want! What to do? Who I want and where to go really make me disheartening and stress up!

I seriously want to walk out of this night mare but HOW??? Enough of advice and enough of escaping, ENOUGH! ENOUGH! ENOUGH!

Labels: Don't wish to put a FULL STOP...

Ytd I was thinking of way to escape from him again, so I decided to sms Felix my Lao Gong : )

Lol but he didn’t reply me, Haha but luckily I got the note that he help me print so yes! Read it! Lao Gong is always my “Save star” (read it in Chinese). From Jurong to Sembawang, ½ hrs of reading! Couldn’t concentrate and understand much but I can escape from him! Wee...

Lol seriously I can’t think of any more idea of escaping from him. All I only think of, I need to find a fake bf to come and fetch me for one day, then most likely and hopefully he would give up! Thought of asking Felix, as I think he is the most suitable one because I consider him as my closes " Boy -Friend". That my point of view la, not his hee… However he is not Single any more so better not. Furthermore now he would be very busy this few weeks I guess, preparing for his Pre-U semi. Don’t want to add stress for him.

Alright so need to look for new target. Hee guy out there if you don’t mind helping me tag or sms me ok Haha I would be very thankful!

Labels: Me and Relationship, Ncap training

Wee! Ncap Level 1 has started 1 week ago and I’ve been attending 3 lessons already. Well I must say, is an interesting courses to attend. Although some of the thing that they taught, I‘ve learn from Uncle Patrick and other SLI’s member already, overall is still a great learn opportunity for me. There’re lot of new thing for me to explore and learn from. However there is lot of note need to be taken down, and the lecture always changes its slide too fast. I need to learn how to copy faster hee…

Alright Ncap was fun, before and during but not after. I seriously don’t know what I should do to get rid of this “super glue”. I’ve told him umpteen times don’t need to come down to fetch me home, but he still insisted. I have given me a lot of reason why he don’t need to fetch me home because it is really troublesome. He stays at Yishan and it will take bout 1hrs to reach Bouna Vista. So ya, guy out there think yourself how troublesome it is. Ya, but he just understand! Now I’ve to see him 3 times a week lol, OMG! Monday: BM lesson, Tue & Thu: NCAP!

Even when I don’t care bout him when I see him and I just talk to my friend, he just follow and talk to other of his friend, WTF! Not only that, when I am just alone with him, I just carry on with my reading, sms, and call but he can just stand there. How much more he wants me to do then he knows I don’t like him, and don’t want him to do so many things for me. I am not worth to be treated so good and well.

Well I mean I don’t mind we are just friend, even close friend but not to that extend that doing so much thing to me, when I am nothing to you . I don’t wish and can’t be with you because my heart is occupy by some one already and can’t let any other one to enter. So please don’t waste so much time on me, and I don’t wish ppl to gossip about us, which already a lot of people does that. Please leave me alone, I really need that!

Labels: i dont want any super glue..., I need to be alone

I feeling so complicated with my love relationship. I feel down and lonely when I am single and when no one likes me. However when people around me start to fall in love with me I feel so irritated and hopes they can just leave me alone! 1st they are too attach to me and I don’t wish to cause I don’t have any feeling with them. Going out with them or being too close with them only adds on to even more “Wu Hui”. However I just can’t find way to reject them, they just don’t seem to understand or they seem to act blur.

For example: This guy, keep finding chance to meet me. I have swimming lesson on every Tue and Thursday and it end quite late around 10, so he would come down and fetch me home. I already keep telling him, don’t need, it ok, I can go home myself … But still hazi… How should I tell him then? If I too direct, I might loss a friend but I don’t want ppl to “Wu hui”. Cause he know some of my classmate there and everyone is asking him if i were here gf. Lol ><"

Then there is this guy smsing me everyday without fail and telling me he miss me alot (><").
This guy every time see me online, ask for my no, keep chatting with me Zzz.... blah, blah, blah!

Furthermore I don’t wish to have such a complicated love relationship. People start to think I am having a relationship with guy and that guy and so many on …. Lol if like that I would have lot of bf lol!

Why can’t I just find a true love and that it! Should I just ask my ex to patch back and that it? However it seems like there is some gaps between us already. Not me but him! Ya that what I feel la! Don’t know what I should do and what am I thinking also la… just let it be, study and work is my 1st priority nothing else.

Labels: Complicated Love...

Lol... I feel so bored... Nothing to blog about.... This few day busy attachment , SLI and ya went Malaysia with desmond. Brough new sunglasses and cap. A bit sad dough, because i couldnt find the puma's sunglasses that i use to have. SO i brought a OkAY one which look not bad also but not as cool as my puma one la!

Alright some picture to show... Celebrate his 32th birthday last year.




Ugly us and our dinner set.... Delicious pasta!

Labels: Relationship, You and me...

Monday blue... Have some joke ; p

Q: Girl friend & boy friend go for a movie. In the dark, a mosquito enters the girl's skirt. Guess where it would have bitten?!!!!!!!!!!!! A: The boy friend's hand.

Q: Tarzan and the animals went to the river to take a bath. Tarzan removed his clothes. All the animals laughed. Tarzan asked "Why"? A: The animals told him. Your tail is in front".

Q: What is the similarity between men and rats? A: Both keep searching for new holes.

Q: What is the closest thing similar to a woman's period? A: Your salary, it comes once a month lasts about 5- days and if it doesn't come, it means you are in big trouble.


In an anatomy class, a professor teaches his students with the real dead body.
Every students stand around the surgery table. The dead body lie there covering by a big white blanket. The professor starts teaching " To be a good doctor, there are two important things that everyone of you have to keep in mind. The first one is NEVER FEEL DISGUSTING WITH THE BODY"

The professor then open the blanket and slowly poke his finger deeply to the dead body's anus, spin the finger and suck it right in front of the students.
The professor said to everyone "do it Hurry!"
The students are all feeling very disgusting with the bizarre example but they all decide to do it just to satisfy the professor. After everyone is done, the professor strongly stare at everyone and said out loud.

"Well, the second important thing for being a good doctor is that "BE OBSERVANT." If you noticed it you would see that I poke my middle finger in the anus but suck my index finger!!"


Four friends, who hadn't seen each other in 30 years, reunited at a party.
After several drinks, one of the men had to use the rest room. Those who remained talked about their kids.

The first guy said, "My son is my pride and joy. He started working at a successful company at the bottom of the barrel. He studied Economics and Business Administration and soon began to climb the corporate ladder and now he's the president of the company. He became so rich that he gave his best friend a top of the line Mercedes for his birthday."

The second guy said, "Darn, that's terrific! My son is also my pride and joy. He started working for a big airline, and then went to flight school to become a pilot. Eventually he became a partner in the company, where he owns the majority of its assets. He's so rich that he gave his best friend a brand new jet for his birthday."

The third man said: "Well, that's terrific! My son studied in the best universities and became an engineer. Then he started his own construction company and is now a multimillionaire. He also gave away something very nice and expensive to his best friend for his birthday: A 30,000 square foot mansion."

The three friends congratulated each other just as the fourth returned from the restroom and asked: "What are all the congratulations for?" One of the three said: "We were talking about the pride we feel for the successes of our sons. ...What about your son?"

The fourth man replied: "My son is gay and makes a living dancing as a stripper at a nightclub." The three friends said: "What a shame...what a disappointment." The fourth man replied: "No, I'm not ashamed. He's my son and I love him. And he hasn't done too bad either.
His birthday was two weeks ago, and he received a beautiful 30,000 square foot mansion, a brand new jet and a top of the line Mercedes from his three boyfriends!!

Labels: Dirty Joke, Joke, Joke....

Sunday, Joke for you ; p

TEACHER : Why are you late? WEBSTER : Because of the sign. TEACHER : What sign WEBSTER : The one that says, "School Ahead, Go Slow."
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TEACHER : Cindy, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor? CINDY : You told me to do it without using tables!
TEACHER : What is the chemical formula for water? SARAH : H I J K L M N O!! TEACHER : What are you talking about? SARAH : Yesterday you said it's H to O!
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TEACHER : George, go to the map and find North America. GEORGE : Here it is! TEACHER : Correct. Now class, who discovered America ? CLASS : George!
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TEACHER : Jo, how do you spell "crocodile?" JOHN : K-R-O-K-O-D-A-I-L" TEACHER : No, that's wrong JOHN : Maybe it's wrong, but you asked me how I spell it!
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TEACHER : Desmond, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the same as brother's. Did you copy his? DESMOND : No, teacher, it's the same dog!
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TEACHER : Tommy, why do you always get so dirty? TOMMY : Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.
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Labels: Smart Kid...

Sat, Joke of the day :)

First Guy (proudly): "My wife's an angel!" Second Guy "You're lucky, mine's still alive."

A man inserted an 'ad' in the classifieds: "Wife wanted". Next day he received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine."

Marriage is the only war where one sleeps with the enemy.

"I've had bad luck with both my wives. The first one left me and the second one didn't."

"I don't worry about terrorism. I was married for two years."

Labels: Marriage....

Friday, Joke of the day...

Two elderly gentlemen from a retirement center were sitting on a bench under a tree when one turns to the other and says:
"Slim, I'm 83 years old now and I'm just full of aches and pains. I know you're about my age. How do you feel?"
Slim says, "I feel just like a newborn baby."
"Really !? Like a newborn baby !?"
"Yep. No hair, no teeth, and I think I just wet my pants".



What is Marketing?

You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say, "I am very rich. Marry me!" That's Direct Marketing

You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl. One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says, "He's very rich. Marry him." That's Advertising.

You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and get her telephone number. The next day you call and say, "Hi, I'm very rich. Marry me." That's Telemarketing.

You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl. You get up and straighten your tie; you walk up to her and pour her a drink. You open the door for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her a ride, and then say, "By the way, I'm very rich "Will you marry me?" That's Public Relations.

You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl. She walks up to you and says, "You are very rich...? That's Brand Recognition.

You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say, "I'm rich. Marry me" She gives you a nice hard slap on your face. That's Customer Feedback

Labels: Cute

Wen Sen is very pissed off today! Cause of his work. I think he most probably hate Mr. Mano to the max because Mr. Mano is a person who look into marketing. Therefore he always asks us to do marketing work. However Wen Sen hate it because that not he wanted to learn. He wants to learn that are related to sport science.

Well I feel that he is much luckily compare to me because he still get to do something related to sport science that is given by Mr Tan. Whereas for me, all the while only Mr Mano gives me work to do. Therefore all my work is on marketing. I don’t complaint because at least I got thing to do and I think wont it be even better to do thing you never learnt before?

I also wish Mr Tan can give me some job that are related to sport science, but I know the chance is slim cause of my impression to him was not really good. But I am changing now. I will give my best to everything I do.

This year would be a really tough year for me cause I got lot of thing to learn to make myself grow up However I am determined to do this changes because is good for me!

Labels: Me

Lastly I need to say a really big thanks you to Uncle John. He makes me learn how to grow up. This is what happens. Last Sat, after my lesson I sit down with him to chit chat. Through the conversation he makes me realise or he taught me we shouldn't be like “a frog in a warm well and slowly being heated”. What does that mean? A frog would struggles and soon dies if you throw it into a hot well. However if you throw a frog to a warm well and heat it slowly, the frog would just stay there comfortably and one day just die off without knowing.

It really a good lesson for me. I make me realise all the while I am just like that frog in the warm well, slowly being heated and might die/ have already one day as well. This goes for both my work and relationship.

Work: I use to be a very hardworking person in my work place. Every one likes me, because I give my best to the job and I never slack. However even since I went to work in the café, where I can be late for work, go home early and do thing I want it to be and know want bother, my whole attitude changes. I use to think this type of job is really good and after staying there for a few months I adapt that kind of attitude.

So I have that kind of attitude at Sportslink, SLI and even attachment. I was working at Sport slink for year already so no one would scold me, or say anything bad bout me , ok fine carry on…..

SLI, well I admit I did put in much more effort in SLI because I love this job, but I know I can do even better… If I have done so, following the lesson plan and ask before I do anything, I wont make such a big messy in all my class now!

Attachment, yes it look like a very slack work place but is not. It really depends on individual attitude.

I always complaint that the boss don’t like my work and Wen sen is always better than me. However then I realise it all lies on my attitude. I do my own thing when I am here, I don’t know how to think and always to the wrong thing, I don’t take the initiative to ask, to do thing and to talk to other. How the hell people would like me? I still treat this place as my home, leave early and anyhow… Terrible!

Relationship: I have been living like a princess for 4 year. He just treats me like I am so valuable. He let me though I am really the best and people just can’t live without me. He make me though all guy with be as good as him and treat me like the way he does and yes he make me expect more every time.

After he leave me, then I came to know is not that case. Not every guy would give a dam to me. Not every guy is so nice like him. I shouldn’t take everyone for grant neither should I do that to him too. I really don’t know how to treasure what I have that why I ended up like this… I should learn to grow up. Learn to take care of myself before thinking of taking care of other, or allowing other to take care of me!

Labels: Attitude..., Life, Love, Work

Woo I’ve passed my CPR already yea! I am only left with my BM and I can be an official Lifeguard. Happy, Happy, Happy!

I am feeling better this few days. This week is a really knowledgeable week for me. Other than learning a lot from the SLI training, I also learn to grow up. 1st talking about SLI training, I learn how to look at some of the correct technique. Although I can’t really absorb much about what Nat have taught, ya is still a good learning for me. After going through Nat lesson I feel that I have actually screwed up my entire previous lesson. I didn’t really follow lesson plan, kids were not swimming the way I want them to be, Technique I’ve deliverer to them doesn’t seem to be really correct. Lol lot of mistake I have done! Hopefully I can clear up all the mess I have done by this week, if not I am really screw.

Then I learn from Pang on how to handle big group of kids (6).By using the circling formation or the waves … A really good and helpful idea for me. Thanks a lot Pang! Learn for Uncle Patrick on how to handle parent and advice from him to stay in the small pool. I really need to learn how to protect myself lol…

Labels: SLI, training and BM....

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