Saturday, October 31, 2009 10:50 PM
That the line...Lonely or Friend?I choose Friend....Labels: Thought
9:54 PM

There is always a line between everything and with everyone. It is very important to identify that line, and not cross over it. Once you cross, you might just lose everything in your life and regret.
I don’t want to repeat the same old mistake again! It’s just another test for me! Don’t worry I won’t cross this line, cause it doesn’t worth doing it!
Control, Control, Control!
I am upset…
Cause sometime, something just can’t be control...
Please don’t cant near me; I want to escape this time...
Labels: People, Things, Thought
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 1:10 PM
This few days, I have been spending almost half of my day, with Uncle Patrick. We coach together, have dinner and SI lesson, and go home together and through out the journey we never stop talking, cause he have to much to share and I have too much to ask . This guy really has this chemistry in his blood that makes me admire him a lot. He has lot of experience and knowledge that others don’t have, to share. He can help you solve whatever trouble that you think is trouble but is actually nothing much. He understand human so well that, he can break down into point and explain their character and tell you how you should handle them. He is just all the most willing to share his everything with you. Time, knowledge, help, friendship,nasty and good experience, etc... Yet he don't mind about the outcome.
I learn a lot when spending my time with him. He not only taught me thing about swimming, but also how to handle people; how to have a good relationship with people, how to protect yourself from dangerous people, and even how to be a useful person.
I want to be just like him. I have decided what I want for my future and what kind of person I want to be. I want to get all the licence that is useful for me. I want to be a friendly person just like him! It’s important to start to build my reputation and profile now.
- Getting my driving licence class 3, 4 and 5
- Motor class 2B, 2A, 2
- Life saving ‘s instructor
- STA
- NSSA tester
- Aquatic Aerobic
- Austswim
- Personal trainer
- Basketball’s instructor
- Referee for Basketball
Yup I think that all. Giving myself 1 year to complete all this and add value to my profile. Once I graduate I will spend my time taking course and get all my licence. At the same time coach for Uncle Robert 1st to establish my reputation. I believe there is a lot more for me to learn from Uncle Patrick. I like spending time with people who have the most experience with them!
Labels: Future, Thought, Uncle Patrick
Friday, October 23, 2009 11:24 PM
Maybe I should not be so busybody and waste my precious time to do what I think I suppose to do but in actual fact to others I am just trying to be clever. Sorry no more next time! If you think, I was the one who wanted to do everything, then whatever! You think I am so free to go all the way down to to help out and waste my 3hrs! I have much more better thing to do! I can't join you guy at night, so i go down early in the morning to help out a bit...
It was ____ who ask me to do all, if possible. I was intending to just do what I suppose to do, and leave the rest to you guy since I couldn’t help out at night. I should have knew this would happen; I even ask him if I should just do some and leave the rest to you guy, so you all can do and learn as well.It was him who asks me to complete everything and there are still other things for you guy to do.Shouldn’t have been so stupid to waste my time! I should just finish my job and fuck off, or even better hack care, since it doesn’t matter much with/ without me!
Well last sem, I would just do what I am told to and just don’t bother the rest. I can I do, if can't then just let it be.It doesnt matter anymore! I am sorry if I offend anyone but that me. Don’t like then FUCK OFF! I can’t be bother! Since you like to do everything, then you do, as long as you are happy! Labels: Anger, Life, Thought
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 12:58 PM

因为心无法替代
所以心里那个人是没有人能够代替DE
Labels: Though
12:51 PM

人生就是这样
来来回回, 寻寻觅觅
错过了, 回不去了
直到最后, 抓住的那个
并非是你心中所属
到底,是谁在努力,是谁在放弃。
Labels: Thought
Monday, October 19, 2009 9:18 PM
2nd was: Helping to set up a carnival for other school.
Presented by SLI !
It had been a long time since we have fun together in a team. Uncle Patrick and Pang was really two jokers. Err I have to admit including me haha!
We were told to meet at 7am at Jurong, but I wake up at 7am haha! Too tired! At 7.30, I was at CCK station so I decided to called Uncle Patrick and check if he reach, if haven I can meet him and go together. But he worst them me lol… He still at home Zzz…
When we reach there, we were told to set up, then Uncle Patrick asks me to swim butterfly as a form of performance to the audience. Lol at first he say I swim front crawl lol, (my confidence stroke) then last min change. Lol I swim until I injure my arm. It had been the 3th day already and it still hurt a lot lol! Hopefully, it will be ok tml.
When the parent arrives, we start the demonstration and proceed to the game. Everyone enjoy themselves I think. Then follow by lunch, I was super hungry. I ate a pack of bee boon given by them, and I was still not that full. So I decided to go add more food, I took a plate of bee boon+ fried rice+ chicken and just by eating so much make them laugh like hell!
Lol that not the worst part, after lunch we took a bus back to Sembawang and it was when they can’t stand me. It always like that after I eat, I start my nonsense. I sing in the bus, play with Uncle Patrick and I was talking loudly throughout the journey. That wasn’t the best part, Uncle Patrick was the best, 1st he didn’t wear his pant, just his swimming truck. Then guess what he did? He sticks his butt at the glass window, while the driver was driving. He was god dam luckily lol cause after he seated down, we saw a police car driving pass. Haha! Can’t imagine what would happen if the police saw what he is doing.
When we reach Sembawang , we set up the place again, in short go through the same procedure as what we did in Jurong. Then when the events end, we pack up and have dinner. During the dinner, we were entrainment by Pang, he took the mic and sing lol… It was a super tiring day but was a fun day too…Labels: Continue...
1:37 PM
Time for update!
Its been a long time since I have been so happy
Around 1 years ?
1st happiest moment : I pass my SI’s skill test!
Unbeliever!
Out of so many competitors and I manage to get through.
40 people out of 100 plus and I was chosen!
Still can’t believe, I pass.
I knew I am not that good compare to the rest, then I have3 Caucasian in my team. Furthermore my groups have the most number of girls.
Lol how to pass???
Haha surprisingly I did pass.
I couldn't sleep that night!
This was the 1st time I was so happy that I almost cry…
This is a very rare opportunity and I have to appreciate what is given to me
Yup, that about it, next week onward I will be super busy!
Monday and Wednesday: School and FYP
Tuesday & Thursday: School and SI course
Friday, Sat & Sun: Coaching and driving….
Busy, Busy, Busy!
No time for other thing…
Not even a good rest!
Should I let go, since I couldn't afford the time?
Someone quote this sentence and it keep me bothering about it:
If you call a stop to loving someone mean you did not truly love in the 1st place!
Is that true???
Labels: Life, Thought
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 3:39 PM
I was chatting with Joyce on msn ytd and she told me something bout my blogShe say: Vanessa say your blog seem so emo... Haha i was like thinking erm is that so???Just about the same as hers, maybe?Haha went through her blog just now and I feel this few sentence really express my thought...分手的時候哭的那一個 不代表他最傷痛提分手那個人 也不一定是最狠的那個Sound meaningful right?Btw, Its been a long time since I met her and Joyce...Hope we can meet up soon, waiting to go clubbing with them!But I think we will wait until next year le o!I hear from Joyce, they are like me busy with their FYP and attachment, Also they going oversea during their holiday...Shiok! I wish I can go too....Hehe, alright babe we have to meet up as soon as possible k!Miss ya !Labels: Friend
Monday, October 12, 2009 11:55 AM

There is something that both of us don’t need to say out, yet we know what each other want in our heart...
I Love you so I should protect you, not hurting you....
Don’t expect to high to avoid disappointment...
Love you are hard but without loving you is even harder....
有事我们不需要说,但,我们知道对方的心在想什么...
爱你就应该保护你,儿不是伤害你...
不要有期望, 就不会有失望...
爱你是困难的,但,不能爱你是更加困难的事...
I love all those quote!
I hope I am able to carry out all this...
But right now let me be just a little childish more...
I think i still unable to carry out all these, but one day i will...
Labels: Thought
Thursday, October 8, 2009 1:11 PM

Wednesday, October 7, 2009 1:06 AM

幸好我没有问
知道答案,那又怎样呢?
知道了,可能只会让我们两个不开心
不知道, 反儿更好...
我宁愿选择让自己不开心几天,也不希望让__有一点的不开心
是我想太多,才会不开心不能责怪任何人...
太爱,才会太珍惜, 才会太害怕失去
总之只要懂得满足会幸福...
Labels: Thought