Rashes, Rashes go away. It been three week almost four week that all those rashes stay with me. I’ve seen the doctor a together of 3 times, 1 time western, 2 times TCM, but rather than getting better, I seem worst. My whole body is full of rashes and I feel like I am a monster. I never feel so dirty and scare about myself.

I really hope, it can recover as soon as possible. If these carry on I won’t be able to coach swimming anymore! The doctor advice me to stop coaching for awhile 1st as it might help recovery faster. But How! Tell me? Stop teaching mean I loss a few hundred dollar lol! WTH, THAT IMPOSSIBLE!

Labels: Coaching.., Me, Rashes

Sorry all the guy out there. I seriously don’t think I am fit to have a relationship with anyone now. So stop treating me so good, as I don’t deserve it! I just want to be alone now. Work hard, earn money and bring good life to my mum!

Labels: Guy, Me, Relationship

It’s been 3 week since I last contact him. Wondering how is he? Have him eaten enough, rest enough and feeling well. Hope he does!

Just finish watching my show. Every time I watch that show, it reminds me of him. The character in that show is just like acting our story only the role changes. The guy is younger than the girl 8 year. It just likes us I am 13 years younger than him. The thing they have gone through is some how similar like what we have gone through. Both of them face it together, and half way through they give up. But the Guy actor, work even harder to save the relationship back. I am doing what he is doing now. Never think that I will have the same ending as them, but I still want to try. As long as I try, there is chance.

I know I shouldn’t sound so Emo… But it really will take me a very long long time to heal. Because losing him, is just not part of my life but is losing all my life.

Labels: Future, Me, Relationship

有一个人对我说: 因为我爱他所以我一定要得到他。。。
这一句话是乎让我醒过来了。。。
因为我爱他所以我一定要得到他。。。
可是得到他了我们还会像以前一样吗?
我会开心吗?
他会开心吗?
失去了以失去不关我在怎样舍不得,珍惜，保护, 想挽回它始终还是会离开我，因为我不配当它的主人，就让它好好的活在我心里吧。。。
只希望他能够好好的照顾好自己，珍惜该珍惜的人或事, 天天开开心心。。。

Labels: Relationship, 爱他不一定要得到他

今天是21th号, 想把五个Luckly SEVEN送给你

第一个七: 你是我第七个男朋友也是我想要的最后一为
在加七: 认识你时我才十四岁,第一次看见你时就觉得你好可爱Oh!
在加七:21th号你还记得吗? 那是我最开心的一天,因为那天是我正式成为你的女朋友!
在加七: 认识我时你二十八岁了,但是我就是那么的爱你, 不在乎任何的事,不管怎样就是想和你在一起. 只要我们能在一起那就够了…你能为我穿T-shirt, Jean 和 spike 你的头发, 我也能为你穿dress, 工作赚钱和你一起创造未来…

谢谢你给我的四个Luckly SEVEN这也代表我们四年美好的感情…
你一定在想为什么少第五个七对吗?

在加七你就三十五岁: 我们成说过在你三十五岁结婚, 还要身四个baby oh!
王俊龙, 王俊倢, 王俊丰, 王凯忻…

但是因为我,我们不能实现这个希望
真的对不起!

送给你五个Luckly SEVEN以对你给我的四个Luckly SEVEN说声谢谢

Labels: Love you 21th, Relationship

I am fucking loss now! Fucking frustrated! FYP, SLI, school is making me crazy!!! I kinda of feel like leaving this world and don’t care about all this anymore.

Am I too rude to some of the people that they treat me so unfriendly and cold?

Am I too busy that I am being left out? Am I too slow that I am clueless of what need to be done? Am I not working hard that everyone seemed to know so much but not me? Am I so useless that everyone just think I am just an extra? Am I too stupid that no matter how I just don’t understand? Am I just too lazy that I deserve to be so slow, stupid, and extra and be left out???? AM I???

Am I not teaching the kids well so they are leaving?

All the parents told me they leave because of their personal reason; migrate, going to give birth, no time, but is that really the case? If only they are telling the truth, I am not sure but I really wish to have an answer. If I am really not teaching well, tell me, please! I really need their feedback to improve myself. I don’t wish to play this type of mind guessing game, it just make me stress up!

Or Am I thinking too much that all this is just coincided?

All my aim, dream, happy moment, good image of something and someone was destroy just in one day!
It make me totally loss, I don’t know which direction I should go to now… No one to talk to, No one to give advise, No one to guide me… Fucking, Fucking, Fucking Loss!

Now then I realize sometime things are not always what you think it is. Someone might look like a nice guy but not. Someone might seem happy with you but not. Someone might seem very good and treat you as friend but in actual fact they hated you to the max or they stab a few stab behind your back. Why is this world so scary??? I SERIOUSLY HATE THIS WORLD!

Labels: Am i that worst???

I am back to my usual self, start to slack in school and enjoy my life. I not sure is this good for me, but one thing I am very sure is I am very happy now, just like 4 year ago.

I won’t be trouble by him anymore; he would still be in my heart forever but not my mind. I’m not go to let him trouble me, not going to look for him for the time being, although it’s very temping.

I don’t need to be stress on where to work today and what to do or study in school; I just want to enjoy my life now. I might not be like effective as I use to be in my last few month, but I think I really need a rest! Rest is to allow myself to walk longer.

Labels: Relationship, Zzzz

Don’t know why, I kinda of feel like one big family in SLI…. I like this kind of feeling :)

Went for the training at 12pm, talk about the unique of SLI, their dream, our opportunity and have leadership training. Have chicken rice provided by Uncle Robert before we start the training; celebrate Birthday for the May’s baby (Mayce), then continue training till 6plus.

At around 3 plus, I decided to sms the manager Xin Wang to take MC. Haha no worry I am not sick, just that I don’t wish to miss the dinner with all the SLI member, especially missing the joke that Uncle Patrick make and cause me to laugh through our the training. It so fun to gather with all these people, it make me feel like we are one big family.

After training we head down to Suntec to have our Dinner, we went to the steamboat’s restaurant which is near the convention area, sorry have no idea what the restaurant called, but they provide quit good food, they have steamboat, plus some local food. However is quit expensive, as it cost $28 ++ per person. Thanks Uncle Robert for treating us! Have an enjoyable night but also embarrasses night, haha due to Uncle Patrick! Make the whole world know I am a big eater hehe, but it ok! We must have thick skin to be a leader haha :)

Labels: Enjoying my day...

Last week I’ve a super duper tiring weekend. I work almost 24hrs non stop…
Sat: 9-12pm (coach) 1-3pm (sleep) 4-6pm(coach) 7pm-3am( Work at Xin Wang)

I couldn't’t sleep when I reach home. Have no idea why his face and memory of us keep wandering in my mind. I was like keep thinking of if I should ask for a patch up with him. Flip and toss till about 4 plus and Zzzz fall asleep.

Wake up by Uncle Robert’s call at 7.40am. Elson is sick so he asks me to take over his class so….
Sun (8-12pm) coach, 4-6pm (coach)

Wa!!! Super tired ! Reach home have dinner and off to sleep Zzz…

Labels: Tired Weekend...

After working at Xin Wang for so many weeks, I finally understand his feeling at that point of time. I came to realize he is right to leave me, No i should say, he is lucky that i choose to break up with him because I am just a shity Ex and doesn't deserve him!

Now, I am going through the loneliness and tiredness he was facing. I can feel how badly he needs me to be with him and accompany him just like how I feel now. Now then I understand why he wanted to see me every day. If only I’ve work at the same hour as him, go through the same thing as he did and understand how he feel at that time, then everything would not have been in this way.

I just don’t know how to appreciate him that time. I am just taking him for granted and doesn’t treasure him! I thought I am right all the time. All the time! But! Now then I know, I am wrong, totally wrong! I am a big, big failure! A lot of things to say to him, but I just can’t use words to describe.

I can only say: 对不起過去的我太不会珍稀了...
真的对不起!
我真的好想你...

Labels: His life wasn't as easy as what I think..., Relationship

他曾迳对我说: “看见你那么的累, 那么的辛苦, 让我觉得好心疼.” 当時的我觉得这句话并没有什么, 但是如果他现在对我说同样的话, 我会对他说: 谢谢你那么疼我, 因为有你的疼爱所以我一点也不辛苦... 我真的好想他!

Labels: Relationship, 好想, 好想他...

-CHRISTINA GOH-
Birthday:18/11/1989
School:Republic Poly
Horoscope:Scorpio
Zodia: Snake

-WISHLIST-
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