Wednesday, November 26, 2008 9:51 AM
Christina is growing up, she not going to seat down there and keep on complaint, compliant and compliant. She just has to be more contented and get through her life. What pass is pass, nothing would change. She can’t be still living in the past, because the world would still goes on everyday. She won’t be bother about all those complicated relationship and the gossip spreading around her anymore.
Now, the most important for her is to work hard to achieve her goal. She gona get her BM certif. and Basic theory certif. by end of this year. She is going to get 3 point for her G.P.A at the end of her semester. Only her family are the most important person to her now. She would work hard for them and no one else. Money ,Family and Maintain her figure is the only think in her life and that it.
She would train real hard to make sure she can save someone in less then 3 min. She would go training at least 2 times every week. Get her BM certif. Work as a coach and earn lot of money .She is making sure that she doesn’t slack in school and would prepare well for her UT. She doesn’t want to see a C and definitely not a D or F appear at the scene. She will eat and exercise well to make sure she wont grown fat anymore. She have 1 month plus to go and she is sure she can do it! 加油! 加油! 加油!Christina would grow strong, stronger and strongest…Labels: Christina is growing up, Relationship
Monday, November 24, 2008 12:36 PM
Saturday: Work, reach home, go jogging.
Sunday: Went for interview for swimming instructor early in the morning at 8.30am. Wow the place is so near my house, just 10 min walk. Boss was very friendly and yes I got the job. However I need to take my BM certificate 1st and go for 30hrs attachment, SadL. But the good thing is I think I would learn a lot during the process, because the company give lot of learning opportunity to us. I hope I can start by next year Jan, and then I can start making my 1st buck of gold hahaha…
After interview I went swimming. Got to lose weight and tan myself so I look better when wearing dress .New Year coming! Important! Tan+ Nice figure= Pretty ;) .Swim for 2hrs then went to work.
Oh ya I say a lie Ytd. Hopefully no one expose my lie. I told Sportslink 's ppl the Addias shoes is a gift from my school friend. Opss! Sorry la, I just don’t feel like telling them is I found it de. Because I somehow want this ppl to give guilty, although I know they won’t.
Don’t know why, every year during my Birthday, everyone somehow seems to forget me. It like so unfair, during their Birthday, everyone need to fork up money to buy present for them. Yet during my Birthday only some of them do that to me. The 1 who I expect to be include didn’t and don’t bother to wish me Happy Birthday (Manager). Dam! Not worth buying such an example gift for him. Luckily I haven pay also hehe. Bad! Bad! Bad!
Anyway Ytd thanks to Eric/ Cindy, everyone pay me the KTV money and basketball money except HIM! It a long story,tired to say.This makes me come to think some many promises he have made to me and all broken.
1st: Buy me a running shoes (Didn’t)
2nd: Be the 1st to pay me the money for Basketball (Didn’t)
3rd: Bring me go watch movie (Erm too many till I forget what show was those)
4th: Bring me out (Can’t make it a few times)
5th: Play Basketball with me (Can’t make it too)6th: Buy me a ring (Didn’t) 7th: Buy me Nike's Bottle (Didn’t) After all this are just promise ... So Whatever la! Friend are always not better than someone who love you. I really Miss Desmond badly :(Labels: I say a lie today
Friday, November 21, 2008 11:56 PM
Well went to gym just now, so tiring now…Lol now Gym is consider expensive for me already lol… I am considering as Adult already because my Birthday have just passed. Dam! I didn’t know Getting older is a bad thing until today. Pay $2.50 for losing 2kg …
Oh ya something funny happen just now. Today Samuel open the RJ at 11:59.That why I have time blogging, waiting for it to be open, so I can submit. The funny thing was his RJ question:
State and explain 1 suggestion for your faci to improve on. And because he open the RJ at 11:59 Ferdinand straight away type this as the thing to improve on. In addition everyone was cursing Samuel. Poor Samuel, but cant blame cause is his own fault :)
Tired already, going to slp Zzz... Night and Sweet dream!Labels: Fedinard..., RJ, Samuel
1:37 PM
Finally finish doing my slide, tired Zzz… Lol just saw my Psycho grade, suck get C for that. Still need to go for UT later sianz. Study problem 7 and 8 already, left 9.Study later ba! Very tired!Anyway now tell me would you choose something which is easier but learn not much from it? Or something which is difficult/ challenging, yet you can learn a lot from it? I have trouble with my FYP! Now I have so called ‘2 team’. Felix’s team and Yuan Lin’s tem, who should I go for? I am more interested in Felix team because it sounds more interesting. Furthermore he have come out with the topic already, though is challenging. On the other hand, Yuan Lin team haven come out with anything yet. But if I join Felix team how am I going to tell Yuan Lin?Oh shit! Y am I so greedy. Everything I want 2 … Alright I need to make my decision fast, cause both team is waiting for me already. Erm how should I tell her? Trouble, trouble, trouble…
Labels: FYP, who to choose?
8:47 AM
School was bored Ytd, went to work after that, boring… Went home after work, watch TV, Slp zzz..Wake up at 7.20am today, study for UT, Sport Law! Headache Zzz…
Today is Samuel class again, too bad KC did not come, but I think lesson will be fun too. Lot of crap is going to happen again…Alright stop blogging got to concentrate today and need to study for my Ut later…Gd luck for me ba! Labels: Samuel Yang..., School, UT
Thursday, November 20, 2008 10:15 AM
Recently I keep stuffing myself with lot of food. Having lot of oily food, snack and meat to make sure my stomach is bloated then I feel satisfy. This is how I torture myself when I feel sad. Satisfy! Satisfy! Satisfy! Just 4 day of stuffing, I gain 4Kg! Dam! I need to on diet and go for jogging again. Not going to eat today! Back to Ytd, School was bored, went to look for my mum after that. Have KFC, so dam oily but whose care just eat and don’t think! Mum’s college treat us. After KFC, I went to buy Chewy’s Junior, delicious lol! Went home, have my Chewy’s Junior, eat my bro cheese fries again, and have lot of chocolate. Prefect life! Enjoy Watching TV ! Enjoy being alone!Labels: Lot of food, Me, Mummy, Mummy's Friend
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 2:39 PM

3 Hunk & 3 Babe ...

Everyone

My sister


I love them !

Hot Babe... Labels: Hunk and Babe
2:07 PM
Bao Bao just send me all the F1 photo... hehe ya i been very long ago but i just post some to share with you all k :)
At the Grand stand and Inside the toilet

I edit the photo to make it brighter...
The beautiful scenery
In the evening
Labels: Once in a life time
12:20 AM
How I celebrate my Birthday? Went poly clinic with my mum to take her medicine in the morning...After that went for lunch and then we head home to slp... Then we went dinner at around 6plus. Have Chilli crab, stem fish, veg and Pineapple rice (My favourite). The dinner cost like $50 plus and my mum treat me as a Birthday Treat. My bro pay half of it too. Have to mention if not later he %!@#$% HeHe
Thanks mum and Bro!
Then we went to look for cake, but I somehow don’t have the mood to celebrate. So after walking awhile, I told my mum don’t need to buy since we also can’t find a suitable cake. Then we went home, watch TV and my bro join in and start to entertain both of us. He starts singing his old song ‘roses’ and make both of us laugh like hell. After that we went to slp Zzz…
Anyway before I slp, I somehow have this worry feeling now. Blog seem to be a way for me to vent my frustration, anger, sadness, everything about me and him. All my secret and feeling toward him is all inside. I don’t hide myself when blog, all truth and no lie. Therefore I am worry, one day he would read it since now more people know I have blog. Would he read it one day? Can i prevent this? What would happen if he really read it? Am I thinking too much??? Alright stop thinking I going to slp Zzz… Night NightLabels: Worry is hunting me
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 4:44 PM
1st thing to mention: Happy Birthday to myself! Thank everyone for celebrating my Birthday for me for the pass few day!
I am feeling so bored during my Birthday. It is indeed bored because this is my first Birthday staying at home without anyone to accompany me. Every year Desmond would stay beside me and come out with some plan for me. So tell me how would you feel if you were me? Labels: Bored Birthday
3:14 PM
I skip school Today. By right meet Desmond in the morning, but something happen so we end up meeting in the evening. Meet at Orchard, have dinner at Sakura. We had buffet and is dam EX lol $56 for two people but their food is very nice. They got lot of Varity which I like and all look delicious. I hope I can try everything, but I can’t cause after eating a few dishes both of us become very full. I think cause it been a long time since we eat buffet so is like very uncomfortable for us to eat so much.
After dinner we went for a walk. By right we should watch movie 1st because we have brought the ticket at 7.10 already. However cause we eat too slow, so we miss the movie. But it ok cause Desmond work at Cathay he can just change a new timing haha good right? So we watch the show at 9.15.We got like 1hrs plus before the show start, so we went shopping 1st. It great shopping with him, cause it been a very long time since I went shopping with others. Ever since I break with him? I think ba. Not counting shopping alone, or with my brother. On the other hand, he also mention to me that he have not been shopping for very long already too. I guess shopping wont be interesting if either one of us is not around ba!
Alright then at around 9, we went for our show, Madagascar! It’s a super funny and cute movie. It makes me laugh till my stomach cramp. It also been a long time someone bring me to movie. In addition someone brought me my favour sugar peanut, seriously I miss those days. Oh and someone share and feed me with his food and drink. Someone dote and pampering me. For that very moment, I feel I am back to my princess life again.
Then we went home after the movie end… That was fast, we like meet just awhile then that it. Every year I would go his home and he will accompany me to pass my Birthday, but not this year. I know he would be alone tonight, because his dad went to his bro hm to stay, yet I can’t go his house. How I wish I can, then he can hug me and slp. I miss his hug! I really do…
He didn’t send me hm ytd, he alight at AMK. For some reason, the moments he alight my tear start to drop. Memories start to flash back and I can’t bear to let him leave. Tear only stop when I reach hm, yet sadness is still around.Labels: Relationship, Tear drop the moments he leave
Monday, November 17, 2008 3:40 PM
Today I went out with my Secondary School’s friend. We meet out 1st gathering, 2nd celebrate Bao and my Birthday. We went Bugis for dinner, have steamboat and take lot of picture. I post the picture after Xin send to me alright? It was fun as everyone has not met for quite sometime already. After dinner we went to play game. Then we take alot of photo again. Then we head to BK and have a drink seat down chit chat and go home. Btw Cindy almost cry when we were at BK, cause his bf is going to N.S le. Sad huh! lol but get least she get to see him 2 time a week ba. Not like me...
Labels: is important., Treasure who you have
Sunday, November 16, 2008 12:57 PM
Yea! I just change a new skin. Thanks Felix for helping me. This two day was a boring day for me. Today I just stay ay home whole day, watching TV and playing with my blog. By right I’m going swimming, but I was lazy hehe so just slack at home whole day!
On Friday, I went to school as usual. It was the funniest school day I ever had. Everyone seems to gone crazy…First was K.C hehe my “Dear”. He keep laughing me for my spelling mistake. Then out of no reason we become couple…Not only that out of no reason we start to come out with lot of creep and dirty stuff. Haha my group join in with us and we become closer then usual. Then something funny happen, during out 2nd meeting, Samuel (Faciltor) was talking to Felix. Then half way through, when Felix replies him he didn’t listen and just walk out of the class because he got a phone call. Xin Xuan was beside Felix, when he saw that he shouted “Fuck la”. Then he starts to curse and swear Samuel for his rude behaviour.
This is not the funny part. The funny part was during out presentation. I forgot what Samuel say about Yuan Ling. Then Yuan Ling just shoot him back.
Yuan Ling: Better than you, just walk out of the class when people are talking to you.
Whole class laugh like hell.
His face change hehe as smelly as shit!
Dam funny lol! I don’t know how to say it, but it really funny.
Then something lucky happen to me, which make me think god is fair to everyone. Remember I say I lost $100 on Thursday? Ya then on Friday, after I finish school I stay back to do my rj together with Yuan Ling, Felix, Peggy. Then there is these ADDIAS shoes leave in our class for like 3 week plus already. So Felix takes the shoes and ask whose leg can fixed into the shoes. So lucky of me, I can wear. Then Felix ask me to take the shoes back since no one claim the shoes back after so many weeks. Hehe just nice my NiKE shoes have spoilt and the ADDIAS shoes bag is the bag I want it very long. I was so happy that day J
Then after that I went to Northpoint to find my mum. Have dinner at Xin Wang. BTW quite a lot of new shops have open at Northpoint and it look big. After dinner we went for a walk and I come across with the Japanese “food court” with a very good concept.
It is like a food court but inside they sell all Japanese’s food. The price was quite reasonable and when you step inside, it make you feel like inside a Japanese’s house, very cosy and nice…Labels: Try to be happy
Friday, November 14, 2008 3:40 PM

That the dress they brought for me ... Happy FaMily :)

Don't beat me :(

Our K King & Queen !!!

Eating Donut

My Birthday's Donut


GoIng to tHe doGgY poSt..

Retard...

Small Long Long and Me! Big LonG lOnG & mE!
Bear Bea & mE! Cindy & Me !


Crazy us...
Behind the sceen...

A biG tHanKs tO ThEm!
I was dam fun! I really enjoy the crazy session with them. It had been a long time since we play until so crazy. Haha I miss those days... After party world something really surprises me. Bear Bear they all brought me a dress. Hehe... They say is for my Birthday ;) they take today to celebrate my Birthday for me. Hehe by right I just want to like play and sing with them. I didn’t expect them to celebrate my Birthday for me, so I was rather surprise. They even brought donut as so called “Birthday cake" .Thanks everyone I really enjoy myself today. Labels: Thanks everyone
3:30 PM
Today was a tiring, sad, fun and disappointed, fun lot of emotion day for me la. First I when to school, then during my break I went to Woodland station for a jog. Something that makes me feel dam sad happen, I lost my money. I put my wallet inside my short. Then I leave the short at the chair and went for my jog. Don’t know which fucker, steal my wallet take all my money out and throw my wallet at the girl’s toilet. I lost the money given by my mum to pay our hand phone bill, which is around 100 plus. I was dam down, when this happen. Then after that I went back to school for my presentation. The lesson was dam slack, there isn’t a need for us to do presentation and we only need to discuss the problem and that it. I finish my lesson at 3pm, then I went swimming.
When I reach I start to swim continuously till something interesting stop me. There is a group of American’s kid attending for their swimming lesson. The way the swim is like WOW! My mind was thinking, do they still need training? They are already swimming like a fish or even better than a fish. Their style was so nice that I can stop looking at it. Compare my skill with their, I think mine is like the skill they process when they just born. Seriously I was stun to see them swim, beautiful. After watching awhile, then I went to work. Tired Zzz.
At night then I went to Party World with Bear Bear they all .That when my mood changes…
TO BE CONTIUNE…Labels: Unluckly day
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 4:58 PM
Sunday I went Woodland for swimming. My bro ask me to wake him up cause he want to go, but end up he swim in his LaLa land. So I went myself, wear bikini to tan my body. Before reaching, I realise I forgot to bring my bra. Shit! No choice after finish swimming, I went to bath and wear back my bikini to work. Haha…Oh ya first time wearing bikini at swimming complex a bit pei sai cause no one wearing expect me. After that went to work, a bit tired which is good, so I won’t think too much.
During break, my "Ma" talks to me about me and him. Then at night we went to eat and celebrate Eric Birthday.Happy Birtday to ERIC.Labels: Happy bithday to Eric
4:00 PM
Alright...I have been feeling dam down this few days. This is worst then I expected. There isn’t anyone who has the capability to change my life, only him. It been days, I am trying to distance myself away from him. Everything have change, I start to wake up and everything will be better after I called it a stop! But how should I do it? This few day trying my best to tired myself so I can fall a sleep and don’t think about it.
Saturday I wake up early in the morning 7am and went for my biking. Cycle from Sembawang to Serangoon, pass by my EX home and hang there for awhile cause I miss that place and most importantly I miss him. Hope I would see him, but didn’t. Though of buying his favourite beancurb, which I use to does that every time I go and find him, but I can’t. After that head down to Tion Heng (Paya leyba bike shop) meet Nic then down to ECP for breakfast. Have Carl‘s Junior, there serving was very big which I can’t finish. Usually I would share half of my burger with my Ex. So no choice I have half of it and pack the other half for dinner. After that we went to Tampines. Wait for Miao to fix his bike and then we went for Tampines trail. That was really fun, but it hurt my butts. After that Nic, accompany me to Amk then I ride alone back to Sembawang.
After I reach home, bath then bring my bro out to Causeway point. He wants to buy a shoes and I want to buy a dress that I have aim for very long. Outerfitter Girl having sale and selling the dress I want and it cost only $20, so try it ,brought it and wear it straight. First time wearing dress at CWP, feel a bit weird. Everyone seems to look at me. Then went to sportslink atrium, saw Sotong. Haha she was so excited to see me wearing dress. Take a photo of me, so pei sai. After that went dinner with my bro. Then we head home and I fall asleep around 11 plus. Long Long sms me at 12 plus, ask me if I am going for super tml. I reply: not sure and then went to slp. Then that pig call, I'm too tried and don’t feel like pick up k off to slp Zzz…
Labels: Relationship, Tired myself make me stop thinking
Monday, November 10, 2008 4:00 PM
This few days I was busy with helping out in for the Standard Charter Marathon and attending SLI D&D. It was a experiential, beneficial and fun day for me. 1st, Standard Charter: Get free Adidas T-shirt, $20, free breakfast and lunch and 20% voucher. Adding to all those monetary benefit I get to see all those runner and have the chance to help out. Cool, Cool, Cool…
2nd, D&D: This is the first time I have so much fun in D&D. The $30 is so worthwhile I think. You get to have free lunch and dinner, and food is so delicious… I miss those noya cakes! Then you still get to play bowling for like 2 hrs plus. Erm but I didn’t participate in that because I am wearing dress and also a bit pei sai. Oh ya not only that after dinner, there is still game and luckily draw. Game was fun! Me, Felix, Peggy, Don, CK, Joshua and Jun Peng ( I have something interesting bout this 2 person to share later) was in the same group and we win! Then for the luckily draw, I won an oven toaster hehe…. Luck really seem to be around me now a day J
Alright Joshua is a 13 year boy. What so interesting bout him was that, he speak like a 18 year old guy. Not mature but … He is very good at saying his south park langue. He speak as though it was his 1st langue and as though it is so common/ alright. I was shock when he start to speak, seriously the world have change, I think? Then for Jun Peng : I called him the super glue guy. The reason is because he keeps sticking to me all the time. It obvious he is up to something, interested in me? I think so ba hahaz… I was a bit irritated by him but overall it is ok… What I mean is ok, is the D&D not him ok hehe… This is the 1st time I enjoy D&D.Labels: DandD and Standard Charter...