Saturday, July 18, 2009 6:46 PM
It has been a long time since I blog. I was down with high fever for the pass one week. I knew I would fall sick. Every time after quarrel with mummy, I will have this wired syndrome: bad mood, crazy and then I fall sick. Then haha mummy will take care of me, then when I recover, it will be the time we become good again. It’s always like that, super weird.
However I kind of find mummy this time hurt me a lot! She that day told me: She hating me more and more! LOL hurt lol, how can she say that to me! I love her more then anyone else k! Just because I have a bf and spend lesser time with her then she hates me! Then I super emo for that few day, after that I fall sick lol. I guess I love my mummy too much and she loves me too much as well that, I can’t share part of my love for her to others. It always likes that ever since last time! Have been staying at home and accompany her for the past one week, and we are back as usual, doing crazy thing and slp together..
But… I miss my dear a lot, accompany her, I can’t accompany dear. And been 1 week, I nv had a good chance to spend my time with dear! Seriously miss him badly…Labels: Mummy, Sick, Thought
Thursday, July 16, 2009 9:40 AM
I went to watch Transformer with mummy yesterday, second time watching it. Kinda of feel bored, but since brother want to watch no choice, watch with him. Next week I am going to watch Harry Potter, not going to miss it. Overall was a nice show, but mummy say the 1st episode was much better Haha 1st time mummy give commend about the movie we watch. Surprise!
Oh adding on, I brought mummy to Chong pang to have dinner on Saturday. It sort of a restaurant, beside KFC if you are a regular Chong pang passes by then I think you will know where I am referring to. They sell super nice and cheap food.Next time I bring my dear dear go and eat... That my mummy favourite restaurant I guess. As usual she order, crab, Kang Kong with sambal, pineapple rice and deer meat (new dishes). Spend a total f $60.
Well I am ok to spend money for them, cause it worthwhile. I believe you what you spend make you happy, then it worthwhile. Only that I am trouble with saving it now. Need to think of way to earn that money back, if not Taiwan dream will be further away from me again… I think I need to cut down on my food expenses. Set $2 per day for me everyday!
Oh Uncle Robert still own me 100 buck , wondering when he will pay me, I think it take year for him to pay I guess. Seriously, I have no more patients to wait for his pay incensement as well. He always doesn’t do what he says. I ask him, “Define Pay incensement pls!”
His reply: based on your performance, if good and work in the company more than ½ year, pay increase.Labels: Dream, Mummy, Though
Tuesday, July 7, 2009 5:02 PM
I kind of find that I have not been accompany mummy
for a very long long time.
Sorry mummy,
I have busy recently,
got to find some time to accompany you.
I will stay at home more often
especially this few nights to accompany her…
if only I have 48hrs everyday…
Labels: Mummy, Thought
Friday, June 12, 2009 12:32 AM
Just came back from my Holiday, went Genting and Sunway Lagoon. Complete 3 tasks that I’ve plan to do before I went for holiday. Some of the tasks are tasks that I have wanted to do it very long ago.1st task: Fulfil the dream we have together ½ year ago. It been very long since I want to do these ever since we break up, but I can’t find any time, since it school holiday now, I complete this dream myself. I’m sorry for doing it myself when by right we could have done it together. If only I didn’t have make that stupid decision. However since it past then I should let it go. Stay back in the past would only make both of us even sadder. Not sure how have you been recently, but I really wish you all the best and take care. I would upload some of the picture that we were suppose to take together!
2nd task: Celebrate my Mummy’s Birthday! Again? Haha yup again, last year her birthday we went; now we went again. Next year gona come out with new plan le ; p I hope she enjoy this year trip! Happy Birthday Mummy!
3rd task: Let me have some time to rest and think. Have super enough rest, because I’ve been sleeping quite a lot. In bed, In hotel… Think a lot during the journey as well. Realise that there is something that I should have let go long time ago and shouldn’t have give myself so much stress. When I should let go, let it go, trying hard to get it won’t really work because it doesn’t belong to me.Also realise that my time is always spenf with my mummy, I work, study, eat,sleep and live for her.She happy I happy, I really love my mum, but sometime I do wish there is someone who can work, eat sleep and live for me as well ;pI should try my best and do my part rather than bothering too much, I should love people rather than treat them as people, I should care for my love one rather than just telling them I love them, I should be happy because everyone I love is happy rather than because I am happy, I should be more willing to share and sacrifice rather than take and keep, I should plan for what I want to do rather than waiting for plan for me to do.
My new plan for the year:I am going to learn how to love people.
I am going to learn how share and sacrifice for people.
I am learning how to give by best and be the only one for everything in my life.
I am learning how to spare my time for everything, school, work, you and mummy!
But if sometime if I don’t have time for you don’t blame me k :(
I am learning how to be a better girlfriend.
PS: Lao Gong if you find I am not good enough tell me ok! I will improve myself because of you ; p爱你! 爱你! 爱你!Labels: Holiday, Mummy, Relationship
Thursday, November 20, 2008 10:15 AM
Recently I keep stuffing myself with lot of food. Having lot of oily food, snack and meat to make sure my stomach is bloated then I feel satisfy. This is how I torture myself when I feel sad. Satisfy! Satisfy! Satisfy! Just 4 day of stuffing, I gain 4Kg! Dam! I need to on diet and go for jogging again. Not going to eat today! Back to Ytd, School was bored, went to look for my mum after that. Have KFC, so dam oily but whose care just eat and don’t think! Mum’s college treat us. After KFC, I went to buy Chewy’s Junior, delicious lol! Went home, have my Chewy’s Junior, eat my bro cheese fries again, and have lot of chocolate. Prefect life! Enjoy Watching TV ! Enjoy being alone!Labels: Lot of food, Me, Mummy, Mummy's Friend