Labels: Dear, FYP, Life, Me, Swimming

我每一天好开心OH!
每天一醒来时,想到你我就会很甜蜜的笑,
看到你我会很开心的笑,
抱你时我会很幸福的笑...
幸福的我希望永远有这样的幸福...
棒极爱,我的老公!

Labels: Dear, Me, Relationship, Thought

Not sure is these what a good gf have to do, but hopefully it is. Realise I’ve grown and change a lot, after going through the previous break up. Which is a good thing I guess? Learning how to appreciate and treasure Love which is not part of my life in the past, BUT NOW IT IS!

Thing that I use to think is unnecessary, wrong, stupid and shouldn’t be done, now because opposite. It is necessary to care for the person who I love. Necessary to report to him, listen to him and accompany him at all time if possible. It is a right thing to sacrifice for him, to spend my time for him, to share everything with him. It is not stupid to do anything for him as long as I love him. Nothing can be more stupid than loss the one you love.

Cooking for someone to eat is an impossible thing to do but now is possible. Paying for my own thing or buying thing for my love one is like once is a life time, but now to me is just part of my life. Taking advantage of the person who loves me is what I use to do but not now. A BIG BIG NO!

I love him, so I must learn to treasure. I learn to improve and to hold this relationship. I enjoy begin with him everyday and I don’t wish to do anything that would make me regret again.

Enjoy my life together with you now. It not just I, me and myself anymore, but we, us and together!

Labels: Dear, Me, Random

My mum told me, Desmond have give up on me and yes it is time to give up on him too, it is easy to say then being done. I’ve try, but can I really? I decided to give it a try again, to start a new relationship and this time round I'm going to treasure him!

Thanks for choosing to be with me despite knowing my past record. I though both of us would never had a chance. It might seem quick that we are together as we are only so close this few days, but we’ve know each other for years. I believe we will last forever.

Being with you is not the though of one of two day. It has been weeks that I am thinking about it. Thinking if I really can give up on him and be with you! I am not sure if he will leave my heart completely. Even though I am with you now, there is once a few days, he would pop out in my mind again.

But trust me; give me sometime to forget him! I will do my best to give you my true heart. This time, I am not going to loss the one I love and who love me too. Treasure every days, hrs, mins , secs with you.

My stupid Pig I love you so so much!

我爱你!
真的真的好爱你!

Labels: Dear, Me, Relationship

Rashes, Rashes go away. It been three week almost four week that all those rashes stay with me. I’ve seen the doctor a together of 3 times, 1 time western, 2 times TCM, but rather than getting better, I seem worst. My whole body is full of rashes and I feel like I am a monster. I never feel so dirty and scare about myself.

I really hope, it can recover as soon as possible. If these carry on I won’t be able to coach swimming anymore! The doctor advice me to stop coaching for awhile 1st as it might help recovery faster. But How! Tell me? Stop teaching mean I loss a few hundred dollar lol! WTH, THAT IMPOSSIBLE!

Labels: Coaching.., Me, Rashes

Sorry all the guy out there. I seriously don’t think I am fit to have a relationship with anyone now. So stop treating me so good, as I don’t deserve it! I just want to be alone now. Work hard, earn money and bring good life to my mum!

Labels: Guy, Me, Relationship

It’s been 3 week since I last contact him. Wondering how is he? Have him eaten enough, rest enough and feeling well. Hope he does!

Just finish watching my show. Every time I watch that show, it reminds me of him. The character in that show is just like acting our story only the role changes. The guy is younger than the girl 8 year. It just likes us I am 13 years younger than him. The thing they have gone through is some how similar like what we have gone through. Both of them face it together, and half way through they give up. But the Guy actor, work even harder to save the relationship back. I am doing what he is doing now. Never think that I will have the same ending as them, but I still want to try. As long as I try, there is chance.

I know I shouldn’t sound so Emo… But it really will take me a very long long time to heal. Because losing him, is just not part of my life but is losing all my life.

Labels: Future, Me, Relationship

I am super super super tired recently. I think this really affect my study. I don’t have the energy to concentrate and think. Working till 3am really doesn’t work for me! Just working for 2 days and I am already half dead. What more working for another 4 more days for this week. I should come out with a solution.

I need to earn $1000 per month, focus and do well in my study, especially my FYP so how should I arrange my time? GOD! Save me!

Can u give me another 24 Hrs to sleep plssssss…….

Eyes is open,yet brain is shut off Zzzz.......

Labels: Me, Study, Time, Work

Wee! Finally finish my Ncap theory le! I think i will pass, but not really confident but it hee... But if i believe i will pass, then i will and i have to ! Alright after my test, I went dinner with my Ncap friend. Took alot of photo with Augustine's Nikon D700. Erm i am not wrong, awersome camera like Wee! Finally finish my Ncap theory le! I think i will pass, but not really confident but it hee... But if i believe I will pass, then I will and I have to! Alright after my test, I went dinner with my Ncap friend.

Took a lot of photo using Augustine's Nikon D700, erm if I am not wrong, awesome camera like what I've mention Ytd. However today, I found one disadvantage about it. It can only be use by people who know how to use it, if not the photo will become real Blur! Sad, Sad, Sad! We couldn’t take a group photo because those people who help us take all don’t know how to use the camera. Agrhhhh!

So I have to take the photo personally lol!

Alright upload some of the photo and if you can see, I have edited all of them. The reason is because all those I have taken are too dark, ya so have to brighten it.

Labels: Friend and Photo, Me, Ncap Exam

Wen Sen is very pissed off today! Cause of his work. I think he most probably hate Mr. Mano to the max because Mr. Mano is a person who look into marketing. Therefore he always asks us to do marketing work. However Wen Sen hate it because that not he wanted to learn. He wants to learn that are related to sport science.

Well I feel that he is much luckily compare to me because he still get to do something related to sport science that is given by Mr Tan. Whereas for me, all the while only Mr Mano gives me work to do. Therefore all my work is on marketing. I don’t complaint because at least I got thing to do and I think wont it be even better to do thing you never learnt before?

I also wish Mr Tan can give me some job that are related to sport science, but I know the chance is slim cause of my impression to him was not really good. But I am changing now. I will give my best to everything I do.

This year would be a really tough year for me cause I got lot of thing to learn to make myself grow up However I am determined to do this changes because is good for me!

Labels: Me

I just went to is friendster and i came across this comment that i gave him 2 year ago:

DeAr ThAnK 4 dOTtinG sO mUcH hee LoVe U aLOt Alot No 1 cAn rEpLaCe u iN mY hEarT k aNoThEr 2 dAy wE wILL bE tOgetHEr 4 1 & hAlf YrS Le sO sAd gIVe u toRtURe 4 sO loNg bUt iT oK i Am wILLiNg 2 Give u TotURe 4 EveR heE LoVe u AlwaYs... HaPpY 1&hALf Yrs AnNiVAsARy...MUcK mUcK

Such a happy moment... I've decided to post our memories from now on. I use to buy him clothes everytime i miss him and pass it to him when i see him. Since i can't do it anymore, I would choose this alternative.The moment i miss him i post his picture.... We've got lot of picture to show nA!

Labels: Dear, Me, Memories, Relationship

My mood isn’t good today! 1st because of yesterday, 2nd due to the presentation I did just now. I have thought a lot since yesterday. Why have I changed my thinking so much?

Why I can't marry him now? I still love him just like I love him 4 year ago. In fact even more cause “you wont know how much you love a person till you loss it” I loss him once and I know how much I love him. However why??? I just can’t promise I will marry him. I loss faith in myself, my goal have change from marry him to making lot and lot of money. I can’t change this goal back, it is so determined. What am I thinking??? I really don’t know? Can anyone tell me what should I really do? I don’t one to regret one day.

Labels: Desmond, Me, Relationship, Work

Recently I keep stuffing myself with lot of food. Having lot of oily food, snack and meat to make sure my stomach is bloated then I feel satisfy. This is how I torture myself when I feel sad. Satisfy! Satisfy! Satisfy! Just 4 day of stuffing, I gain 4Kg! Dam! I need to on diet and go for jogging again. Not going to eat today!

Back to Ytd, School was bored, went to look for my mum after that. Have KFC, so dam oily but whose care just eat and don’t think! Mum’s college treat us. After KFC, I went to buy Chewy’s Junior, delicious lol! Went home, have my Chewy’s Junior, eat my bro cheese fries again, and have lot of chocolate. Prefect life! Enjoy Watching TV ! Enjoy being alone!

Labels: Lot of food, Me, Mummy, Mummy's Friend

-CHRISTINA GOH-
Birthday:18/11/1989
School:Republic Poly
Horoscope:Scorpio
Zodia: Snake

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