Friday, June 12, 2009 12:32 AM
Just came back from my Holiday, went Genting and Sunway Lagoon. Complete 3 tasks that I’ve plan to do before I went for holiday. Some of the tasks are tasks that I have wanted to do it very long ago.1st task: Fulfil the dream we have together ½ year ago. It been very long since I want to do these ever since we break up, but I can’t find any time, since it school holiday now, I complete this dream myself. I’m sorry for doing it myself when by right we could have done it together. If only I didn’t have make that stupid decision. However since it past then I should let it go. Stay back in the past would only make both of us even sadder. Not sure how have you been recently, but I really wish you all the best and take care. I would upload some of the picture that we were suppose to take together!
2nd task: Celebrate my Mummy’s Birthday! Again? Haha yup again, last year her birthday we went; now we went again. Next year gona come out with new plan le ; p I hope she enjoy this year trip! Happy Birthday Mummy!
3rd task: Let me have some time to rest and think. Have super enough rest, because I’ve been sleeping quite a lot. In bed, In hotel… Think a lot during the journey as well. Realise that there is something that I should have let go long time ago and shouldn’t have give myself so much stress. When I should let go, let it go, trying hard to get it won’t really work because it doesn’t belong to me.Also realise that my time is always spenf with my mummy, I work, study, eat,sleep and live for her.She happy I happy, I really love my mum, but sometime I do wish there is someone who can work, eat sleep and live for me as well ;pI should try my best and do my part rather than bothering too much, I should love people rather than treat them as people, I should care for my love one rather than just telling them I love them, I should be happy because everyone I love is happy rather than because I am happy, I should be more willing to share and sacrifice rather than take and keep, I should plan for what I want to do rather than waiting for plan for me to do.
My new plan for the year:I am going to learn how to love people.
I am going to learn how share and sacrifice for people.
I am learning how to give by best and be the only one for everything in my life.
I am learning how to spare my time for everything, school, work, you and mummy!
But if sometime if I don’t have time for you don’t blame me k :(
I am learning how to be a better girlfriend.
PS: Lao Gong if you find I am not good enough tell me ok! I will improve myself because of you ; p爱你! 爱你! 爱你!Labels: Holiday, Mummy, Relationship