L.O.V.E. is full of confusion…

The more you give, the more you want in return.
The more you receive, the more you worry, you would loss even more…

接受越多，就会担心，失去更多
给了越多，就想要有更多回报
给了太少，又觉得不够多
给了太多，又担心失去全部…

Labels: Love, Thought

Lastly I need to say a really big thanks you to Uncle John. He makes me learn how to grow up. This is what happens. Last Sat, after my lesson I sit down with him to chit chat. Through the conversation he makes me realise or he taught me we shouldn't be like “a frog in a warm well and slowly being heated”. What does that mean? A frog would struggles and soon dies if you throw it into a hot well. However if you throw a frog to a warm well and heat it slowly, the frog would just stay there comfortably and one day just die off without knowing.

It really a good lesson for me. I make me realise all the while I am just like that frog in the warm well, slowly being heated and might die/ have already one day as well. This goes for both my work and relationship.

Work: I use to be a very hardworking person in my work place. Every one likes me, because I give my best to the job and I never slack. However even since I went to work in the café, where I can be late for work, go home early and do thing I want it to be and know want bother, my whole attitude changes. I use to think this type of job is really good and after staying there for a few months I adapt that kind of attitude.

So I have that kind of attitude at Sportslink, SLI and even attachment. I was working at Sport slink for year already so no one would scold me, or say anything bad bout me , ok fine carry on…..

SLI, well I admit I did put in much more effort in SLI because I love this job, but I know I can do even better… If I have done so, following the lesson plan and ask before I do anything, I wont make such a big messy in all my class now!

Attachment, yes it look like a very slack work place but is not. It really depends on individual attitude.

I always complaint that the boss don’t like my work and Wen sen is always better than me. However then I realise it all lies on my attitude. I do my own thing when I am here, I don’t know how to think and always to the wrong thing, I don’t take the initiative to ask, to do thing and to talk to other. How the hell people would like me? I still treat this place as my home, leave early and anyhow… Terrible!

Relationship: I have been living like a princess for 4 year. He just treats me like I am so valuable. He let me though I am really the best and people just can’t live without me. He make me though all guy with be as good as him and treat me like the way he does and yes he make me expect more every time.

After he leave me, then I came to know is not that case. Not every guy would give a dam to me. Not every guy is so nice like him. I shouldn’t take everyone for grant neither should I do that to him too. I really don’t know how to treasure what I have that why I ended up like this… I should learn to grow up. Learn to take care of myself before thinking of taking care of other, or allowing other to take care of me!

Labels: Attitude..., Life, Love, Work

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