Monday, June 29, 2009 3:46 PM
I am so screw… Why am I making kids cry recently? Kids crying made me so confused and stress. The kids cry one after another. One stop crying and next start to cry and this continue… Tired Zzz, how can I make them stop crying?
Is it normal that they cry when they are scare of water and they get punish because they do something wrong??? Why the tendency of me punishing them is high recently? Bad mood? I don’t think so, because I am clear I am in the good mood. But why am I being so strict and I just couldn’t implement fun element in my lesson? It seems bored and systematic… Kids cry, don’t like me, and seem to scare of me! I use to able to solve all these problem but now I am clueless of what I should do. Uncle Patrick has to step in to help me! He seems to have something to tell me about my coaching style on Sunday, but have yet tell me. I didn’t have the chance to see him. Hopefully he call me by today, if not I will be keep on thinking and thinking what he want to tell me. I feel very worry bout that. Hopefully is nothing too seriously.
Seems to loss interest in coaching! NO! I shouldn’t have this type of thinking. Got to love my job, love the thing I do and love the kids… I think I am too confident about myself that I though I am already consider to be the best coach just like the senior when I am not even able to coach well. Much more to learn… Got to be more humble and not over confident.
Motto: Learn what I need to learn and admit wrong when I am wrong….Labels: Coaching, Stress..., Thought
Sunday, June 21, 2009 12:45 PM
School: School was boring as usual. UT grade might not be as good as what I wanted. The reason being I didn’t spend enough time to study and there is a few question I wasn’t really sure. Stay at school on Friday to do my FYP’s report. I don’t have a clear idea of what to do, but I just try. Come out with my introduction but wasn’t really satisfy with what I have done.
PS: Have to Thanks dear for accompany in school till so late, lol we study together till 8 plus almost 9pm. After that we went to watch movie at CWP. Not a very good show though, I would rate 2 out of 5 popcorn. Btw the show was “Blood the last vampire”.
Coaching: I have one new class added on Sunday at 9am. Lesson was quite fun, just that don’t know why, I make 3 kids cry ytd…Lol Unfriendly face I guess. Kinda of being too impatient and fierce I guess .I can’t believe I would punish the kid just in his first lesson. Should be more lenient I guess?Labels: Coaching, Dear, Life, Relationship, School