Monday, June 29, 2009 3:46 PM
I am so screw… Why am I making kids cry recently? Kids crying made me so confused and stress. The kids cry one after another. One stop crying and next start to cry and this continue… Tired Zzz, how can I make them stop crying?
Is it normal that they cry when they are scare of water and they get punish because they do something wrong??? Why the tendency of me punishing them is high recently? Bad mood? I don’t think so, because I am clear I am in the good mood. But why am I being so strict and I just couldn’t implement fun element in my lesson? It seems bored and systematic… Kids cry, don’t like me, and seem to scare of me! I use to able to solve all these problem but now I am clueless of what I should do. Uncle Patrick has to step in to help me! He seems to have something to tell me about my coaching style on Sunday, but have yet tell me. I didn’t have the chance to see him. Hopefully he call me by today, if not I will be keep on thinking and thinking what he want to tell me. I feel very worry bout that. Hopefully is nothing too seriously.
Seems to loss interest in coaching! NO! I shouldn’t have this type of thinking. Got to love my job, love the thing I do and love the kids… I think I am too confident about myself that I though I am already consider to be the best coach just like the senior when I am not even able to coach well. Much more to learn… Got to be more humble and not over confident.
Motto: Learn what I need to learn and admit wrong when I am wrong….Labels: Coaching, Stress..., Thought