Sunday, May 3, 2009 1:51 PM
After working at Xin Wang for so many weeks, I finally understand his feeling at that point of time. I came to realize he is right to leave me, No i should say, he is lucky that i choose to break up with him because I am just a shity Ex and doesn't deserve him!
Now, I am going through the loneliness and tiredness he was facing. I can feel how badly he needs me to be with him and accompany him just like how I feel now. Now then I understand why he wanted to see me every day. If only I’ve work at the same hour as him, go through the same thing as he did and understand how he feel at that time, then everything would not have been in this way.
I just don’t know how to appreciate him that time. I am just taking him for granted and doesn’t treasure him! I thought I am right all the time. All the time! But! Now then I know, I am wrong, totally wrong! I am a big, big failure! A lot of things to say to him, but I just can’t use words to describe. I can only say: 对不起過去的我太不会珍稀了...真的对不起!我真的好想你...Labels: His life wasn't as easy as what I think..., Relationship