Wednesday, September 24, 2008 12:08 PM
Yesterday was a happy and sad's day for me. I was happy because I have a fun day with my mum and bro. We went to the coffee shop opp the old Sembawang Shopping Centre to have our dinner. It been a long time we have dinner together. We order lot of thing that I almost full to death. We order satay, vegetable, sweet and sour pork (not really nice), Chicken and lastly of all Chicken wing. However we end up packing the Chicken wing home and my pig bro finish everything. He is such a big eater, after eating so much thing he still can finish the 3 chicken wings after we reach home. Why we pack the chicken wing home? Because we have order it and the aunty forgot about it. We finish our dinner and intend to go off. But my bro feel bad about it, so he go check with the aunty and then no choice we pack home lol. Then when we reach home, my bro finish everything, so pig!
Alright that will be the happy part... Now the sad part of the day, yesterday he called and sms me. He asks for patch again because he saw my blog. Well the reason for me to set up this blog was to express myself and to find sonmeplace to express my thought. I don’t intend to let him know about it. Alright back to him... After reading my blog, he sms me and ask me to patch. Our conversation:
Desmond: Can we give other one more chance Me: No , we cant be together anymore, we won't be like last time. Desmond: I read you blog and know that you are unhappy; we make yourself hurt when you still love me? I promise we will be happy like last time as long as u give me the chance
This is some part of the conversation, the rest i don’t wish to continue. He keep insisted to patch back until I told him, I don’t love him anymore. I am stupid right? He is giving me one more chance yet I give up this chance again! What am i thinking? Well I really don’t know what to do?
I miss him a lot, but I don’t know if I still love him a not! I am afraid that i would hurt him again. Although he forgives me, and he told me that his family don’t mind. But I just cant face him and his family. Labels: I wish i am single, Relationship